Take a bag of potato chips
and drop those 2 bumps on a nice seat at the back
and enjoy the show
For they will never understand what we know, feel and see
They are only equipped with unsealed nasty communicating mouth wh is too self-rightous to know what is the truth
and totally accepts what rumors have to offer
They are blind listeners, and therefore process to fast with so little RAM, ending up conveying the message of a coward hiding behind curtains for centuries
I say that this intity cant overcome its own problems and solve it, but instead out of richness of attitude, thinks better and hire her assistent to do her job
or should i say only dogs do that, I guess some people can be a dog
Like they say: A million good done, no one remembers. A mistake done, they remember forever
For all i did, it is forgoten except my mistake
Well i guess it should've been you the one i bury in the backyard, and keep the rabbit alive haha
You don't know the person well until you live under one roof with them
All i want to say is don't be a pussy! You useless short scumbag!
If the world knows who you are, you wont last a second on this world
Just get on with you sad life, stay fake
Last on my count, you dont know who you dealing with. so piss off. and luckily you are small and the opposite of me physically.
your shits is not worth it anyways. and always have your dogs right by your side even in your grave, because if you dont who is gonna answer those questions for you
To my favourite spoiled child of this century, i wish that you could be more fair and kind to whom you live with. Me, i am temperory and i wont be long, keep dealing shits by yourself and friend you have now may not even last, cause you are the most fake coward with all the horrible tasteless things you brag about everyday
ps: to small to handle the world ha?
Saturday 18 April 2015
Wednesday 18 March 2015
An honest thought
Since todays anatomy lab has fully bored me to death. His world of speechless life, i think it is good because he still do what he wants and he knows who he is.
But today has nothing to do with my Anat lab. Its about appreciation towards yourself and respect for yourself, either it is good or bad. Can you stand on your ground on your own will and act?
Or should i say, your words. Does it contradict against the nature of yourself?
Must you satisfy everyone to have what you think you deserve or what not. Do you really have the understanding of what could fall upon you if you do not foresee for whats to come?
Or in other words are you prepared, for most days that comes, you fight and fight and fail to stand yet fall again. Are you okay fine with your daily self
To me it is about showing, as much as i say this. It might have been one way with what I say or the opposite. But I do not fear the fact I have been given the authority and power to change my decision.
Having that said, if you are a man with honor, a promise must be kept. I have never promise with all my heart, with sincerity and not fullfill it. I must say I am proud.
PS: when it comea to parents, its on a whole different level, you only say "promise" so you could get away with things and with the hope they feel better.
So yeah...
Unlike the loafy complicatedly rough state of mind that i truly have. I must admit I am not fully what I like, I can't like the whole package of me if compared to most people. But no comparison done here.
A lot of things have change and will change since the start of my journey experiencing this life of just plain truth.
I have discovered my capabilities, what I am mostly about and also part that i cannot escape...my flaws and failures. I hate how I was angry with her, I know in my very best interest she do not deserve that. I am linked and tied by a fragile emotion that we all have; love. It sucks.
A state where some say, with it there is nothing you can't do haha
Funny right, but it is what it is, like i said before...infectious. Even the thought of it.
Life has also been so kind to thought me that once you love, nothing else really matter. You only care about that special individual no matter what, when or where you are.
The more you follow, the more you know
The more you hide, the more you lied
The more you fight, the more cried
The longer you stay, the stronger it stays
The longer you care, the tighter the air
The longer you love...
well...thats really up to you. You have the gift to decide.
It is not wether you are old enough or wise
But is it clear enough to see it right in front of your blind eyes.
Know your boundaries.
What i mean by this is there are no boundaries to any goal but you must know where and when to put it upon yourself, because you are the uncontrolable factor. If you can't control yourself, your life must suck. Doing something you do not want.
A lot of things that made whom you are now, can't be obtain by somebody else, it is uniquely made just for you, for your code.
I have my code, and promises made. And the only thing that seperate me with these obligations and alterego is death.
If life can be full of lies, then lie harder and better so that you are not to be look at less and weak. There is no place in my heart for people to look down upon, they will never undertand and it is best if they mind their own business because if you alter my course in my journey of my playful playground you are not gonna face me well. Be sure to know i am not someone whom you could mess with.
-To all whom i know-
I admit I am different in a whole big scale with my special one. She is the one that controls my emotions and let me cool myself with her and talk about things that no one else would get it but her. She understands and know me a little more too well then myself haha. I am a PROUD man to have her by my side. I always see more of her everyday, despite the bitterness she have, she is still the best i could ever have.
Thank you.
I am here to wait till "that" time comes. It is just a matter of time. I have enjoyed life even if it is to come sooner. I have no power to control this and I have accepted that not everyone can accept you fully for whom you truly not fakeself you are. (if that make sense) Well the best among us were rejected by most. Congratz!
I just want to say lastly, women are made from our back-bone, it has bends and it is fragile, so please take care of it. Without your back-bone, you cant stand straight and walk and run towards you ideal life.
No matter what wrong she does, she is whom you love. Even if you are right. Be fair.
So you know my dear, my head is full of thoughts far beyond the light clouds and stars that floats in the sky. It is complex like the anatomy of the human body itself and ofc can have diseases and viruses that manipulates.
and to really end this.
I say do what you have to do but know who you are well enough, because you could lose and end up destroying yourself.
Love and have the life that you want, me love...
Peace Out!Since todays anatomy lab has fully bored me to death. His world of speechless life, i think it is good because he still do what he wants and he knows who he is.
But today has nothing to do with my Anat lab. Its about appreciation towards yourself and respect for yourself, either it is good or bad. Can you stand on your ground on your own will and act?
Or should i say, your words. Does it contradict against the nature of yourself?
Must you satisfy everyone to have what you think you deserve or what not. Do you really have the understanding of what could fall upon you if you do not foresee for whats to come?
Or in other words are you prepared, for most days that comes, you fight and fight and fail to stand yet fall again. Are you okay fine with your daily self
To me it is about showing, as much as i say this. It might have been one way with what I say or the opposite. But I do not fear the fact I have been given the authority and power to change my decision.
Having that said, if you are a man with honor, a promise must be kept. I have never promise with all my heart, with sincerity and not fullfill it. I must say I am proud.
PS: when it comea to parents, its on a whole different level, you only say "promise" so you could get away with things and with the hope they feel better.
So yeah...
Unlike the loafy complicatedly rough state of mind that i truly have. I must admit I am not fully what I like, I can't like the whole package of me if compared to most people. But no comparison done here.
A lot of things have change and will change since the start of my journey experiencing this life of just plain truth.
I have discovered my capabilities, what I am mostly about and also part that i cannot escape...my flaws and failures. I hate how I was angry with her, I know in my very best interest she do not deserve that. I am linked and tied by a fragile emotion that we all have; love. It sucks.
A state where some say, with it there is nothing you can't do haha
Funny right, but it is what it is, like i said before...infectious. Even the thought of it.
Life has also been so kind to thought me that once you love, nothing else really matter. You only care about that special individual no matter what, when or where you are.
The more you follow, the more you know
The more you hide, the more you lied
The more you fight, the more cried
The longer you stay, the stronger it stays
The longer you care, the tighter the air
The longer you love...
well...thats really up to you. You have the gift to decide.
It is not wether you are old enough or wise
But is it clear enough to see it right in front of your blind eyes.
Know your boundaries.
What i mean by this is there are no boundaries to any goal but you must know where and when to put it upon yourself, because you are the uncontrolable factor. If you can't control yourself, your life must suck. Doing something you do not want.
A lot of things that made whom you are now, can't be obtain by somebody else, it is uniquely made just for you, for your code.
I have my code, and promises made. And the only thing that seperate me with these obligations and alterego is death.
If life can be full of lies, then lie harder and better so that you are not to be look at less and weak. There is no place in my heart for people to look down upon, they will never undertand and it is best if they mind their own business because if you alter my course in my journey of my playful playground you are not gonna face me well. Be sure to know i am not someone whom you could mess with.
-To all whom i know-
I admit I am different in a whole big scale with my special one. She is the one that controls my emotions and let me cool myself with her and talk about things that no one else would get it but her. She understands and know me a little more too well then myself haha. I am a PROUD man to have her by my side. I always see more of her everyday, despite the bitterness she have, she is still the best i could ever have.
Thank you.
I am here to wait till "that" time comes. It is just a matter of time. I have enjoyed life even if it is to come sooner. I have no power to control this and I have accepted that not everyone can accept you fully for whom you truly not fakeself you are. (if that make sense) Well the best among us were rejected by most. Congratz!
I just want to say lastly, women are made from our back-bone, it has bends and it is fragile, so please take care of it. Without your back-bone, you cant stand straight and walk and run towards you ideal life.
No matter what wrong she does, she is whom you love. Even if you are right. Be fair.
So you know my dear, my head is full of thoughts far beyond the light clouds and stars that floats in the sky. It is complex like the anatomy of the human body itself and ofc can have diseases and viruses that manipulates.
and to really end this.
I say do what you have to do but know who you are well enough, because you could lose and end up destroying yourself.
Love and have the life that you want, me love...
Peace Out!
But today has nothing to do with my Anat lab. Its about appreciation towards yourself and respect for yourself, either it is good or bad. Can you stand on your ground on your own will and act?
Or should i say, your words. Does it contradict against the nature of yourself?
Must you satisfy everyone to have what you think you deserve or what not. Do you really have the understanding of what could fall upon you if you do not foresee for whats to come?
Or in other words are you prepared, for most days that comes, you fight and fight and fail to stand yet fall again. Are you okay fine with your daily self
To me it is about showing, as much as i say this. It might have been one way with what I say or the opposite. But I do not fear the fact I have been given the authority and power to change my decision.
Having that said, if you are a man with honor, a promise must be kept. I have never promise with all my heart, with sincerity and not fullfill it. I must say I am proud.
PS: when it comea to parents, its on a whole different level, you only say "promise" so you could get away with things and with the hope they feel better.
So yeah...
Unlike the loafy complicatedly rough state of mind that i truly have. I must admit I am not fully what I like, I can't like the whole package of me if compared to most people. But no comparison done here.
A lot of things have change and will change since the start of my journey experiencing this life of just plain truth.
I have discovered my capabilities, what I am mostly about and also part that i cannot escape...my flaws and failures. I hate how I was angry with her, I know in my very best interest she do not deserve that. I am linked and tied by a fragile emotion that we all have; love. It sucks.
A state where some say, with it there is nothing you can't do haha
Funny right, but it is what it is, like i said before...infectious. Even the thought of it.
Life has also been so kind to thought me that once you love, nothing else really matter. You only care about that special individual no matter what, when or where you are.
The more you follow, the more you know
The more you hide, the more you lied
The more you fight, the more cried
The longer you stay, the stronger it stays
The longer you care, the tighter the air
The longer you love...
well...thats really up to you. You have the gift to decide.
It is not wether you are old enough or wise
But is it clear enough to see it right in front of your blind eyes.
Know your boundaries.
What i mean by this is there are no boundaries to any goal but you must know where and when to put it upon yourself, because you are the uncontrolable factor. If you can't control yourself, your life must suck. Doing something you do not want.
A lot of things that made whom you are now, can't be obtain by somebody else, it is uniquely made just for you, for your code.
I have my code, and promises made. And the only thing that seperate me with these obligations and alterego is death.
If life can be full of lies, then lie harder and better so that you are not to be look at less and weak. There is no place in my heart for people to look down upon, they will never undertand and it is best if they mind their own business because if you alter my course in my journey of my playful playground you are not gonna face me well. Be sure to know i am not someone whom you could mess with.
-To all whom i know-
I admit I am different in a whole big scale with my special one. She is the one that controls my emotions and let me cool myself with her and talk about things that no one else would get it but her. She understands and know me a little more too well then myself haha. I am a PROUD man to have her by my side. I always see more of her everyday, despite the bitterness she have, she is still the best i could ever have.
Thank you.
I am here to wait till "that" time comes. It is just a matter of time. I have enjoyed life even if it is to come sooner. I have no power to control this and I have accepted that not everyone can accept you fully for whom you truly not fakeself you are. (if that make sense) Well the best among us were rejected by most. Congratz!
I just want to say lastly, women are made from our back-bone, it has bends and it is fragile, so please take care of it. Without your back-bone, you cant stand straight and walk and run towards you ideal life.
No matter what wrong she does, she is whom you love. Even if you are right. Be fair.
So you know my dear, my head is full of thoughts far beyond the light clouds and stars that floats in the sky. It is complex like the anatomy of the human body itself and ofc can have diseases and viruses that manipulates.
and to really end this.
I say do what you have to do but know who you are well enough, because you could lose and end up destroying yourself.
Love and have the life that you want, me love...
Peace Out!Since todays anatomy lab has fully bored me to death. His world of speechless life, i think it is good because he still do what he wants and he knows who he is.
But today has nothing to do with my Anat lab. Its about appreciation towards yourself and respect for yourself, either it is good or bad. Can you stand on your ground on your own will and act?
Or should i say, your words. Does it contradict against the nature of yourself?
Must you satisfy everyone to have what you think you deserve or what not. Do you really have the understanding of what could fall upon you if you do not foresee for whats to come?
Or in other words are you prepared, for most days that comes, you fight and fight and fail to stand yet fall again. Are you okay fine with your daily self
To me it is about showing, as much as i say this. It might have been one way with what I say or the opposite. But I do not fear the fact I have been given the authority and power to change my decision.
Having that said, if you are a man with honor, a promise must be kept. I have never promise with all my heart, with sincerity and not fullfill it. I must say I am proud.
PS: when it comea to parents, its on a whole different level, you only say "promise" so you could get away with things and with the hope they feel better.
So yeah...
Unlike the loafy complicatedly rough state of mind that i truly have. I must admit I am not fully what I like, I can't like the whole package of me if compared to most people. But no comparison done here.
A lot of things have change and will change since the start of my journey experiencing this life of just plain truth.
I have discovered my capabilities, what I am mostly about and also part that i cannot escape...my flaws and failures. I hate how I was angry with her, I know in my very best interest she do not deserve that. I am linked and tied by a fragile emotion that we all have; love. It sucks.
A state where some say, with it there is nothing you can't do haha
Funny right, but it is what it is, like i said before...infectious. Even the thought of it.
Life has also been so kind to thought me that once you love, nothing else really matter. You only care about that special individual no matter what, when or where you are.
The more you follow, the more you know
The more you hide, the more you lied
The more you fight, the more cried
The longer you stay, the stronger it stays
The longer you care, the tighter the air
The longer you love...
well...thats really up to you. You have the gift to decide.
It is not wether you are old enough or wise
But is it clear enough to see it right in front of your blind eyes.
Know your boundaries.
What i mean by this is there are no boundaries to any goal but you must know where and when to put it upon yourself, because you are the uncontrolable factor. If you can't control yourself, your life must suck. Doing something you do not want.
A lot of things that made whom you are now, can't be obtain by somebody else, it is uniquely made just for you, for your code.
I have my code, and promises made. And the only thing that seperate me with these obligations and alterego is death.
If life can be full of lies, then lie harder and better so that you are not to be look at less and weak. There is no place in my heart for people to look down upon, they will never undertand and it is best if they mind their own business because if you alter my course in my journey of my playful playground you are not gonna face me well. Be sure to know i am not someone whom you could mess with.
-To all whom i know-
I admit I am different in a whole big scale with my special one. She is the one that controls my emotions and let me cool myself with her and talk about things that no one else would get it but her. She understands and know me a little more too well then myself haha. I am a PROUD man to have her by my side. I always see more of her everyday, despite the bitterness she have, she is still the best i could ever have.
Thank you.
I am here to wait till "that" time comes. It is just a matter of time. I have enjoyed life even if it is to come sooner. I have no power to control this and I have accepted that not everyone can accept you fully for whom you truly not fakeself you are. (if that make sense) Well the best among us were rejected by most. Congratz!
I just want to say lastly, women are made from our back-bone, it has bends and it is fragile, so please take care of it. Without your back-bone, you cant stand straight and walk and run towards you ideal life.
No matter what wrong she does, she is whom you love. Even if you are right. Be fair.
So you know my dear, my head is full of thoughts far beyond the light clouds and stars that floats in the sky. It is complex like the anatomy of the human body itself and ofc can have diseases and viruses that manipulates.
and to really end this.
I say do what you have to do but know who you are well enough, because you could lose and end up destroying yourself.
Love and have the life that you want, me love...
Peace Out!
Thursday 12 March 2015
It is how it is
life must be what it is created to be
a place of difficulties and challenges that surrounds us without us expecting it
a place we man must not be so comfortable with
a place where nothing is permanent as much as you wish it would be
so be prepared for what to come
cause life is not in your favour
know what matters and what not
rise and be strong
conquer your fears and feelings
remember no one is position to question what you've done
what you are is already been decided from up above
mistakes are bitter but essential to your success
fight and fight and fight
life is a battlefield
people is either with you or not
they are just a little friction of luck
live life outside of your box; your very comfort zone
so that you learn and know what is it you really want
who would understand anything that you are
be fair and honest with yourself
if you talking about what is important
and who can help you in life when everything went blank
its Allah
and he have blessed you with family who always have your back
always remember:
- when there is a will, there is a way
- what is meant to stay, will stay
- pray and work for it
- expect the un-expectable
- prepare for the worst
- never listen to rumours
- fight for your right
- you are better than you flaws
fish for what is in the sea; hunt for what is on land
(the act suits to specific place)
don't try to be smarter than half of what you really are
understand and explore the possibilities
everything is reachable
Tuesday 24 February 2015
The Impossible being
I love her so much
She lifts my burdens
She enlightens my thought
She is connected to the universe
She is filled with understanding
And
She is more than enough
She is rare and precious to my heart
I believe in her
I would never doubt her
I witness her true beauty
I am clueless without me thingking about her presents
And
I pray she stays true every time in a billion years to come
I pray that this last long till my very last breath
Always here, me love
She lifts my burdens
She enlightens my thought
She is connected to the universe
She is filled with understanding
And
She is more than enough
She is rare and precious to my heart
I believe in her
I would never doubt her
I witness her true beauty
I am clueless without me thingking about her presents
And
I pray she stays true every time in a billion years to come
I pray that this last long till my very last breath
Always here, me love
Tuesday 10 February 2015
Do we know any?
Tell me. Do you know?
Do you know what is worth fighting for?
Do you know what is worth dying for?
Do you know what is worth crying for?
Do you know what is worth caring for?
Do you know what is worth loving for?
Do you know what is worth living for?
Do you know what is worth hurting for?
Do you know what is worth searching for?
Do you know what is worth having for?
Do you know what is worth saving for?
Do you know what is worth fearing for?
Do you know what is worth stressing for?
Do you know what is worth falling for?
Do you know what is worth fixing for?
Do you know what is worth waiting for?
Do you know? Tell me exactly.
Sunday 8 February 2015
Blame it on If
If it is meant to be, it will be
If you are patient, it will come
If you hold, it will stay
If you love, it can hurt
If it is written, there is no say to it
If you search, you will find
If you tried, you did your part
If you accept, you are free
If you make promises, keep to it
If you care, you are living
If you dream, it is near
If you forget, I will remind
If you are lost, I will guide
If you fall, I will give you a hand
If you cry, I will wipe them
If you are scared, I will comfort you
If you ask, I will answer
If you show, I will understand
If you hate, I will love
If you know, I am happy
and If you pray, He hears it
Saturday 7 February 2015
For Better
You only know there is a good change when you see it
and feel it
Your instincts are sometimes better than your thoughts
I live to accept not to deny
I am strong and I leave everything in the hands of my Creator
With efforts done at the most extent
In sha allah I am a better person after this Umrah
A Muslim that is comitted to his obligations as a servant
As a believer and a son to my parents
Prayers what have kept me far on this fast-lane
Alhamdulillah, I have never doubt that my prayers will be answered
Only He knows whats best for his servants
Amin
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