Take a bag of potato chips
and drop those 2 bumps on a nice seat at the back
and enjoy the show
For they will never understand what we know, feel and see
They are only equipped with unsealed nasty communicating mouth wh is too self-rightous to know what is the truth
and totally accepts what rumors have to offer
They are blind listeners, and therefore process to fast with so little RAM, ending up conveying the message of a coward hiding behind curtains for centuries
I say that this intity cant overcome its own problems and solve it, but instead out of richness of attitude, thinks better and hire her assistent to do her job
or should i say only dogs do that, I guess some people can be a dog
Like they say: A million good done, no one remembers. A mistake done, they remember forever
For all i did, it is forgoten except my mistake
Well i guess it should've been you the one i bury in the backyard, and keep the rabbit alive haha
You don't know the person well until you live under one roof with them
All i want to say is don't be a pussy! You useless short scumbag!
If the world knows who you are, you wont last a second on this world
Just get on with you sad life, stay fake
Last on my count, you dont know who you dealing with. so piss off. and luckily you are small and the opposite of me physically.
your shits is not worth it anyways. and always have your dogs right by your side even in your grave, because if you dont who is gonna answer those questions for you
To my favourite spoiled child of this century, i wish that you could be more fair and kind to whom you live with. Me, i am temperory and i wont be long, keep dealing shits by yourself and friend you have now may not even last, cause you are the most fake coward with all the horrible tasteless things you brag about everyday
ps: to small to handle the world ha?
Saturday, 18 April 2015
Wednesday, 18 March 2015
An honest thought
Since todays anatomy lab has fully bored me to death. His world of speechless life, i think it is good because he still do what he wants and he knows who he is.
But today has nothing to do with my Anat lab. Its about appreciation towards yourself and respect for yourself, either it is good or bad. Can you stand on your ground on your own will and act?
Or should i say, your words. Does it contradict against the nature of yourself?
Must you satisfy everyone to have what you think you deserve or what not. Do you really have the understanding of what could fall upon you if you do not foresee for whats to come?
Or in other words are you prepared, for most days that comes, you fight and fight and fail to stand yet fall again. Are you okay fine with your daily self
To me it is about showing, as much as i say this. It might have been one way with what I say or the opposite. But I do not fear the fact I have been given the authority and power to change my decision.
Having that said, if you are a man with honor, a promise must be kept. I have never promise with all my heart, with sincerity and not fullfill it. I must say I am proud.
PS: when it comea to parents, its on a whole different level, you only say "promise" so you could get away with things and with the hope they feel better.
So yeah...
Unlike the loafy complicatedly rough state of mind that i truly have. I must admit I am not fully what I like, I can't like the whole package of me if compared to most people. But no comparison done here.
A lot of things have change and will change since the start of my journey experiencing this life of just plain truth.
I have discovered my capabilities, what I am mostly about and also part that i cannot escape...my flaws and failures. I hate how I was angry with her, I know in my very best interest she do not deserve that. I am linked and tied by a fragile emotion that we all have; love. It sucks.
A state where some say, with it there is nothing you can't do haha
Funny right, but it is what it is, like i said before...infectious. Even the thought of it.
Life has also been so kind to thought me that once you love, nothing else really matter. You only care about that special individual no matter what, when or where you are.
The more you follow, the more you know
The more you hide, the more you lied
The more you fight, the more cried
The longer you stay, the stronger it stays
The longer you care, the tighter the air
The longer you love...
well...thats really up to you. You have the gift to decide.
It is not wether you are old enough or wise
But is it clear enough to see it right in front of your blind eyes.
Know your boundaries.
What i mean by this is there are no boundaries to any goal but you must know where and when to put it upon yourself, because you are the uncontrolable factor. If you can't control yourself, your life must suck. Doing something you do not want.
A lot of things that made whom you are now, can't be obtain by somebody else, it is uniquely made just for you, for your code.
I have my code, and promises made. And the only thing that seperate me with these obligations and alterego is death.
If life can be full of lies, then lie harder and better so that you are not to be look at less and weak. There is no place in my heart for people to look down upon, they will never undertand and it is best if they mind their own business because if you alter my course in my journey of my playful playground you are not gonna face me well. Be sure to know i am not someone whom you could mess with.
-To all whom i know-
I admit I am different in a whole big scale with my special one. She is the one that controls my emotions and let me cool myself with her and talk about things that no one else would get it but her. She understands and know me a little more too well then myself haha. I am a PROUD man to have her by my side. I always see more of her everyday, despite the bitterness she have, she is still the best i could ever have.
Thank you.
I am here to wait till "that" time comes. It is just a matter of time. I have enjoyed life even if it is to come sooner. I have no power to control this and I have accepted that not everyone can accept you fully for whom you truly not fakeself you are. (if that make sense) Well the best among us were rejected by most. Congratz!
I just want to say lastly, women are made from our back-bone, it has bends and it is fragile, so please take care of it. Without your back-bone, you cant stand straight and walk and run towards you ideal life.
No matter what wrong she does, she is whom you love. Even if you are right. Be fair.
So you know my dear, my head is full of thoughts far beyond the light clouds and stars that floats in the sky. It is complex like the anatomy of the human body itself and ofc can have diseases and viruses that manipulates.
and to really end this.
I say do what you have to do but know who you are well enough, because you could lose and end up destroying yourself.
Love and have the life that you want, me love...
Peace Out!Since todays anatomy lab has fully bored me to death. His world of speechless life, i think it is good because he still do what he wants and he knows who he is.
But today has nothing to do with my Anat lab. Its about appreciation towards yourself and respect for yourself, either it is good or bad. Can you stand on your ground on your own will and act?
Or should i say, your words. Does it contradict against the nature of yourself?
Must you satisfy everyone to have what you think you deserve or what not. Do you really have the understanding of what could fall upon you if you do not foresee for whats to come?
Or in other words are you prepared, for most days that comes, you fight and fight and fail to stand yet fall again. Are you okay fine with your daily self
To me it is about showing, as much as i say this. It might have been one way with what I say or the opposite. But I do not fear the fact I have been given the authority and power to change my decision.
Having that said, if you are a man with honor, a promise must be kept. I have never promise with all my heart, with sincerity and not fullfill it. I must say I am proud.
PS: when it comea to parents, its on a whole different level, you only say "promise" so you could get away with things and with the hope they feel better.
So yeah...
Unlike the loafy complicatedly rough state of mind that i truly have. I must admit I am not fully what I like, I can't like the whole package of me if compared to most people. But no comparison done here.
A lot of things have change and will change since the start of my journey experiencing this life of just plain truth.
I have discovered my capabilities, what I am mostly about and also part that i cannot escape...my flaws and failures. I hate how I was angry with her, I know in my very best interest she do not deserve that. I am linked and tied by a fragile emotion that we all have; love. It sucks.
A state where some say, with it there is nothing you can't do haha
Funny right, but it is what it is, like i said before...infectious. Even the thought of it.
Life has also been so kind to thought me that once you love, nothing else really matter. You only care about that special individual no matter what, when or where you are.
The more you follow, the more you know
The more you hide, the more you lied
The more you fight, the more cried
The longer you stay, the stronger it stays
The longer you care, the tighter the air
The longer you love...
well...thats really up to you. You have the gift to decide.
It is not wether you are old enough or wise
But is it clear enough to see it right in front of your blind eyes.
Know your boundaries.
What i mean by this is there are no boundaries to any goal but you must know where and when to put it upon yourself, because you are the uncontrolable factor. If you can't control yourself, your life must suck. Doing something you do not want.
A lot of things that made whom you are now, can't be obtain by somebody else, it is uniquely made just for you, for your code.
I have my code, and promises made. And the only thing that seperate me with these obligations and alterego is death.
If life can be full of lies, then lie harder and better so that you are not to be look at less and weak. There is no place in my heart for people to look down upon, they will never undertand and it is best if they mind their own business because if you alter my course in my journey of my playful playground you are not gonna face me well. Be sure to know i am not someone whom you could mess with.
-To all whom i know-
I admit I am different in a whole big scale with my special one. She is the one that controls my emotions and let me cool myself with her and talk about things that no one else would get it but her. She understands and know me a little more too well then myself haha. I am a PROUD man to have her by my side. I always see more of her everyday, despite the bitterness she have, she is still the best i could ever have.
Thank you.
I am here to wait till "that" time comes. It is just a matter of time. I have enjoyed life even if it is to come sooner. I have no power to control this and I have accepted that not everyone can accept you fully for whom you truly not fakeself you are. (if that make sense) Well the best among us were rejected by most. Congratz!
I just want to say lastly, women are made from our back-bone, it has bends and it is fragile, so please take care of it. Without your back-bone, you cant stand straight and walk and run towards you ideal life.
No matter what wrong she does, she is whom you love. Even if you are right. Be fair.
So you know my dear, my head is full of thoughts far beyond the light clouds and stars that floats in the sky. It is complex like the anatomy of the human body itself and ofc can have diseases and viruses that manipulates.
and to really end this.
I say do what you have to do but know who you are well enough, because you could lose and end up destroying yourself.
Love and have the life that you want, me love...
Peace Out!
But today has nothing to do with my Anat lab. Its about appreciation towards yourself and respect for yourself, either it is good or bad. Can you stand on your ground on your own will and act?
Or should i say, your words. Does it contradict against the nature of yourself?
Must you satisfy everyone to have what you think you deserve or what not. Do you really have the understanding of what could fall upon you if you do not foresee for whats to come?
Or in other words are you prepared, for most days that comes, you fight and fight and fail to stand yet fall again. Are you okay fine with your daily self
To me it is about showing, as much as i say this. It might have been one way with what I say or the opposite. But I do not fear the fact I have been given the authority and power to change my decision.
Having that said, if you are a man with honor, a promise must be kept. I have never promise with all my heart, with sincerity and not fullfill it. I must say I am proud.
PS: when it comea to parents, its on a whole different level, you only say "promise" so you could get away with things and with the hope they feel better.
So yeah...
Unlike the loafy complicatedly rough state of mind that i truly have. I must admit I am not fully what I like, I can't like the whole package of me if compared to most people. But no comparison done here.
A lot of things have change and will change since the start of my journey experiencing this life of just plain truth.
I have discovered my capabilities, what I am mostly about and also part that i cannot escape...my flaws and failures. I hate how I was angry with her, I know in my very best interest she do not deserve that. I am linked and tied by a fragile emotion that we all have; love. It sucks.
A state where some say, with it there is nothing you can't do haha
Funny right, but it is what it is, like i said before...infectious. Even the thought of it.
Life has also been so kind to thought me that once you love, nothing else really matter. You only care about that special individual no matter what, when or where you are.
The more you follow, the more you know
The more you hide, the more you lied
The more you fight, the more cried
The longer you stay, the stronger it stays
The longer you care, the tighter the air
The longer you love...
well...thats really up to you. You have the gift to decide.
It is not wether you are old enough or wise
But is it clear enough to see it right in front of your blind eyes.
Know your boundaries.
What i mean by this is there are no boundaries to any goal but you must know where and when to put it upon yourself, because you are the uncontrolable factor. If you can't control yourself, your life must suck. Doing something you do not want.
A lot of things that made whom you are now, can't be obtain by somebody else, it is uniquely made just for you, for your code.
I have my code, and promises made. And the only thing that seperate me with these obligations and alterego is death.
If life can be full of lies, then lie harder and better so that you are not to be look at less and weak. There is no place in my heart for people to look down upon, they will never undertand and it is best if they mind their own business because if you alter my course in my journey of my playful playground you are not gonna face me well. Be sure to know i am not someone whom you could mess with.
-To all whom i know-
I admit I am different in a whole big scale with my special one. She is the one that controls my emotions and let me cool myself with her and talk about things that no one else would get it but her. She understands and know me a little more too well then myself haha. I am a PROUD man to have her by my side. I always see more of her everyday, despite the bitterness she have, she is still the best i could ever have.
Thank you.
I am here to wait till "that" time comes. It is just a matter of time. I have enjoyed life even if it is to come sooner. I have no power to control this and I have accepted that not everyone can accept you fully for whom you truly not fakeself you are. (if that make sense) Well the best among us were rejected by most. Congratz!
I just want to say lastly, women are made from our back-bone, it has bends and it is fragile, so please take care of it. Without your back-bone, you cant stand straight and walk and run towards you ideal life.
No matter what wrong she does, she is whom you love. Even if you are right. Be fair.
So you know my dear, my head is full of thoughts far beyond the light clouds and stars that floats in the sky. It is complex like the anatomy of the human body itself and ofc can have diseases and viruses that manipulates.
and to really end this.
I say do what you have to do but know who you are well enough, because you could lose and end up destroying yourself.
Love and have the life that you want, me love...
Peace Out!Since todays anatomy lab has fully bored me to death. His world of speechless life, i think it is good because he still do what he wants and he knows who he is.
But today has nothing to do with my Anat lab. Its about appreciation towards yourself and respect for yourself, either it is good or bad. Can you stand on your ground on your own will and act?
Or should i say, your words. Does it contradict against the nature of yourself?
Must you satisfy everyone to have what you think you deserve or what not. Do you really have the understanding of what could fall upon you if you do not foresee for whats to come?
Or in other words are you prepared, for most days that comes, you fight and fight and fail to stand yet fall again. Are you okay fine with your daily self
To me it is about showing, as much as i say this. It might have been one way with what I say or the opposite. But I do not fear the fact I have been given the authority and power to change my decision.
Having that said, if you are a man with honor, a promise must be kept. I have never promise with all my heart, with sincerity and not fullfill it. I must say I am proud.
PS: when it comea to parents, its on a whole different level, you only say "promise" so you could get away with things and with the hope they feel better.
So yeah...
Unlike the loafy complicatedly rough state of mind that i truly have. I must admit I am not fully what I like, I can't like the whole package of me if compared to most people. But no comparison done here.
A lot of things have change and will change since the start of my journey experiencing this life of just plain truth.
I have discovered my capabilities, what I am mostly about and also part that i cannot escape...my flaws and failures. I hate how I was angry with her, I know in my very best interest she do not deserve that. I am linked and tied by a fragile emotion that we all have; love. It sucks.
A state where some say, with it there is nothing you can't do haha
Funny right, but it is what it is, like i said before...infectious. Even the thought of it.
Life has also been so kind to thought me that once you love, nothing else really matter. You only care about that special individual no matter what, when or where you are.
The more you follow, the more you know
The more you hide, the more you lied
The more you fight, the more cried
The longer you stay, the stronger it stays
The longer you care, the tighter the air
The longer you love...
well...thats really up to you. You have the gift to decide.
It is not wether you are old enough or wise
But is it clear enough to see it right in front of your blind eyes.
Know your boundaries.
What i mean by this is there are no boundaries to any goal but you must know where and when to put it upon yourself, because you are the uncontrolable factor. If you can't control yourself, your life must suck. Doing something you do not want.
A lot of things that made whom you are now, can't be obtain by somebody else, it is uniquely made just for you, for your code.
I have my code, and promises made. And the only thing that seperate me with these obligations and alterego is death.
If life can be full of lies, then lie harder and better so that you are not to be look at less and weak. There is no place in my heart for people to look down upon, they will never undertand and it is best if they mind their own business because if you alter my course in my journey of my playful playground you are not gonna face me well. Be sure to know i am not someone whom you could mess with.
-To all whom i know-
I admit I am different in a whole big scale with my special one. She is the one that controls my emotions and let me cool myself with her and talk about things that no one else would get it but her. She understands and know me a little more too well then myself haha. I am a PROUD man to have her by my side. I always see more of her everyday, despite the bitterness she have, she is still the best i could ever have.
Thank you.
I am here to wait till "that" time comes. It is just a matter of time. I have enjoyed life even if it is to come sooner. I have no power to control this and I have accepted that not everyone can accept you fully for whom you truly not fakeself you are. (if that make sense) Well the best among us were rejected by most. Congratz!
I just want to say lastly, women are made from our back-bone, it has bends and it is fragile, so please take care of it. Without your back-bone, you cant stand straight and walk and run towards you ideal life.
No matter what wrong she does, she is whom you love. Even if you are right. Be fair.
So you know my dear, my head is full of thoughts far beyond the light clouds and stars that floats in the sky. It is complex like the anatomy of the human body itself and ofc can have diseases and viruses that manipulates.
and to really end this.
I say do what you have to do but know who you are well enough, because you could lose and end up destroying yourself.
Love and have the life that you want, me love...
Peace Out!
Thursday, 12 March 2015
It is how it is
life must be what it is created to be
a place of difficulties and challenges that surrounds us without us expecting it
a place we man must not be so comfortable with
a place where nothing is permanent as much as you wish it would be
so be prepared for what to come
cause life is not in your favour
know what matters and what not
rise and be strong
conquer your fears and feelings
remember no one is position to question what you've done
what you are is already been decided from up above
mistakes are bitter but essential to your success
fight and fight and fight
life is a battlefield
people is either with you or not
they are just a little friction of luck
live life outside of your box; your very comfort zone
so that you learn and know what is it you really want
who would understand anything that you are
be fair and honest with yourself
if you talking about what is important
and who can help you in life when everything went blank
its Allah
and he have blessed you with family who always have your back
always remember:
- when there is a will, there is a way
- what is meant to stay, will stay
- pray and work for it
- expect the un-expectable
- prepare for the worst
- never listen to rumours
- fight for your right
- you are better than you flaws
fish for what is in the sea; hunt for what is on land
(the act suits to specific place)
don't try to be smarter than half of what you really are
understand and explore the possibilities
everything is reachable
Tuesday, 24 February 2015
The Impossible being
I love her so much
She lifts my burdens
She enlightens my thought
She is connected to the universe
She is filled with understanding
And
She is more than enough
She is rare and precious to my heart
I believe in her
I would never doubt her
I witness her true beauty
I am clueless without me thingking about her presents
And
I pray she stays true every time in a billion years to come
I pray that this last long till my very last breath
Always here, me love
She lifts my burdens
She enlightens my thought
She is connected to the universe
She is filled with understanding
And
She is more than enough
She is rare and precious to my heart
I believe in her
I would never doubt her
I witness her true beauty
I am clueless without me thingking about her presents
And
I pray she stays true every time in a billion years to come
I pray that this last long till my very last breath
Always here, me love
Tuesday, 10 February 2015
Do we know any?
Tell me. Do you know?
Do you know what is worth fighting for?
Do you know what is worth dying for?
Do you know what is worth crying for?
Do you know what is worth caring for?
Do you know what is worth loving for?
Do you know what is worth living for?
Do you know what is worth hurting for?
Do you know what is worth searching for?
Do you know what is worth having for?
Do you know what is worth saving for?
Do you know what is worth fearing for?
Do you know what is worth stressing for?
Do you know what is worth falling for?
Do you know what is worth fixing for?
Do you know what is worth waiting for?
Do you know? Tell me exactly.
Sunday, 8 February 2015
Blame it on If
If it is meant to be, it will be
If you are patient, it will come
If you hold, it will stay
If you love, it can hurt
If it is written, there is no say to it
If you search, you will find
If you tried, you did your part
If you accept, you are free
If you make promises, keep to it
If you care, you are living
If you dream, it is near
If you forget, I will remind
If you are lost, I will guide
If you fall, I will give you a hand
If you cry, I will wipe them
If you are scared, I will comfort you
If you ask, I will answer
If you show, I will understand
If you hate, I will love
If you know, I am happy
and If you pray, He hears it
Saturday, 7 February 2015
For Better
You only know there is a good change when you see it
and feel it
Your instincts are sometimes better than your thoughts
I live to accept not to deny
I am strong and I leave everything in the hands of my Creator
With efforts done at the most extent
In sha allah I am a better person after this Umrah
A Muslim that is comitted to his obligations as a servant
As a believer and a son to my parents
Prayers what have kept me far on this fast-lane
Alhamdulillah, I have never doubt that my prayers will be answered
Only He knows whats best for his servants
Amin
Friday, 30 January 2015
The day of the days
So tomorrow is the day that follows
I have to prepare myself, ask for forgiveness
For Allah is merciful and all knowing
I have been thinking alot
About me, myself
And those I love
I want the best for my family
It is a long blessed journey ahead
As time goes by fast
I only thought of the times I fail myself
The times I fail others
But I am grateful to be in the right path guided till this day
Alhamdulillah,
And I miss her, me love
May Allah guide us all
I have to prepare myself, ask for forgiveness
For Allah is merciful and all knowing
I have been thinking alot
About me, myself
And those I love
I want the best for my family
It is a long blessed journey ahead
As time goes by fast
I only thought of the times I fail myself
The times I fail others
But I am grateful to be in the right path guided till this day
Alhamdulillah,
And I miss her, me love
May Allah guide us all
Wednesday, 28 January 2015
Its been a while
Alhamdulillah
So I'm blessed again with the opportunity to do Umra for the 7th time I think
Makkah and Medina - the two place where I feel free from all worries and burden
Where I returned to Allah and remind myself of my purpose here, self reflection on my deeds
I am happy that I am born a Muslim, the very blessing that most of us forget
Alhamdulillah
May Allah Ease Everything
Amin
Friday, 23 January 2015
I guess so
Just Everything
To make mistake
To misunderstand
To quarrel anf fight
To disappoint
To unsatisfy
To dishonor
To be heartless
To be unwise
Of All This
and still to-gether
Just Everything
We full of imperfection
To make mistake
To misunderstand
To quarrel anf fight
To disappoint
To unsatisfy
To dishonor
To be heartless
To be unwise
Of All This
and still to-gether
Just Everything
We full of imperfection
Monday, 19 January 2015
Yet to be opened
Mother said not every girl is nice because they have many motives for it, or they are just nice. For years and years I have been avoiding getting close to one, not feeling at all towards them. I hate and pity them on how they think and act. It is so unfavourable to see, that girlish junk of attraction that they want. As I move on and grew older I fought my way through many undoubtedly many very beautiful girls, and was I acknowledge to myself that I could have had end up with them anytime if I wanted to. But I stick to my words that I'll find the one for me for sure and it will be the first and the last. For a fact that I hate having to hurt anybody nor myself, so I waited till its right to have one, to break the barriers; bring the walls down and open up for someone to love. To step into this undesirable world of traps and disappointments as I know that I'm afraid. The mistake I want to avoid, that chance of not having the "first and last'. The very thing that is against my words, contradiction of my passion towards how I'm going to end up with a girl. I keep telling and forcing myself to not play around and take this seriously like the zombie apocalypse is happening. Having to prepare yourself for the worse, to find a partner, a soul mate they say; a wife and a mother to be. Someone with good character and with faith is what I tend to search for. For many reasons I kept on denying many girls that come to me, simply because I think they are incapable and far from my criteria of the lady of my dreams. It is not easy, it is cruel and evil to reject somebody who did nothing wrong, just the pride of ticking to my words. I observed others who say they have been volatile and been through life of having a partner. All I see is sadness that comes afterwards all the fantasies and fake promises that are made.
Well, I'm just a guy full of reasoning, I only listen to valid and argumentable reasoning. Want to shut me up? Give me a reason to.
Then come this one moment in life where there is all the reason to start caring and fancy a girl. A possible verified feeling that pops up out of nowhere, telling my heart that it is time and she is the one. I try to kept it in me keeping the monster away from escaping out into the world, and turning it into reality. and it did. And Yet it is to be opened by this wonderful person, whom spell bind me with the consciousness of dutifulness and the need of her to be in my sight all the time is starting to build up without me realising the fact that its going to get you. Hoping that my heart does not come to a stop, I ignore all the possibilities that this is true, denying what my heart feels.
Hmmm...the pressure will build up, and suddenly BAM! No turning back, I confess and the next thing you know, she opened it and did the impossible.
I reach and hold on to a point where I love a girl. I care for her and worry for her. Everything for her. I'm in a mist of void that I have never done this before, A first timer in loving someone. A first for everything.
The first for her...
I have nothing to say left, I'm just glad I met her and now that I love her, I know her much better and I only hope and work for this to be first and last.
I am finally admitting that this is really happening and its real. Well Done Shafiq haha
See ya
Have a good sleep!
Well, I'm just a guy full of reasoning, I only listen to valid and argumentable reasoning. Want to shut me up? Give me a reason to.
Then come this one moment in life where there is all the reason to start caring and fancy a girl. A possible verified feeling that pops up out of nowhere, telling my heart that it is time and she is the one. I try to kept it in me keeping the monster away from escaping out into the world, and turning it into reality. and it did. And Yet it is to be opened by this wonderful person, whom spell bind me with the consciousness of dutifulness and the need of her to be in my sight all the time is starting to build up without me realising the fact that its going to get you. Hoping that my heart does not come to a stop, I ignore all the possibilities that this is true, denying what my heart feels.
Hmmm...the pressure will build up, and suddenly BAM! No turning back, I confess and the next thing you know, she opened it and did the impossible.
I reach and hold on to a point where I love a girl. I care for her and worry for her. Everything for her. I'm in a mist of void that I have never done this before, A first timer in loving someone. A first for everything.
The first for her...
I have nothing to say left, I'm just glad I met her and now that I love her, I know her much better and I only hope and work for this to be first and last.
I am finally admitting that this is really happening and its real. Well Done Shafiq haha
See ya
Have a good sleep!
Monday, 12 January 2015
A BRICK OF LULLABY
It. It is. It was. It will. It can.
Verily very timid amount of feelings can be registered into your heart. It is of course with the presence of showcase in front of the very door to the heart stains the heart with doubts and truths. For once it felt right-the scene, the timing, the feelings, the very thing that thought to be last happen sooner than we think. My very plan when to pour all those piled up hopes and dreams including whom you grown to care and fond of, is just as close as the two fingers a hand can have.
Never thought this part of my joy ride in life skips the queue up to the very top without my brains permission nor it is verified. They say it is a virus. It is not easy to come by. Maybe even once in a lifetime. I don't know, Just "maybe".
I'm sure everyone needs it, this great wonder of infectious strings of attachment. Never again to say and foresee what you were so confident about; but this is a chapter of the book, the part where the heart won over your deep judgement and logical explanation.
It is known for clouding our judgement to the extent control our life! Haha. It is more famous for its slick-ways of putting what's not there. The believe and trust that builds up with no warning and notification to the person experiencing it. It crawls beneath your skin up to your nerves! And cause severe damage to your brain, setting off emotions to go wild like Taz (my wild female cat) haha
I conclude with my brain intact that I am walking by down the road of uncertainty, but I believe this is clear as the water as I am infected as far as I know. Trying to deny for a million years, but it eventually still kill you at a lightning speed piercing thought your very wall you made in years to avoid this.
But why not? There is nothing to be a shame of. It is scientifically proven you are normal to have the sense of interest for the other side of the gender, who lives on Venus. While we men are weak, the tide flushes us into this very mess of existence that make us coexist as partners in this world.
It is a small alteration of facts into your life. Chill and try. You'll never know unless you try.
Like I said...
If not now, later. It will eventually come to you.
Lets not make this something hard for us, just go with the flow and stick to your plans a usual
but this is just an add-on; sprinkle of sweetness glaze on the doughnut. It just makes life taste better than yesterday.
Who in the world grow tired of something warm like feeling of satisfaction in this life, it is in the very cycle of happiness you end finding another homosapien with a physical differences and attitude.
And it is there to be accepted and by far recognition of who that person is in your life.
Add on...
You know a lot where this does not last until it is tied, so try hard as this is not something you want to lose, it might not even come back. To let someone in takes quite a long time to consume before you are certain that it is time. Fill your life with positivity, its a small level to beat for the big chapter in life.
Live your life my dear. Live your life as long as you're happy
When she ask me: Why me?
I answered: Why not.
She ask me: Why do you love me?
I answered: because I care a lot
hmm banyak pulak soalan dia
She answered back: Yea, you do.
It. It is. It was. It will. and It can get you!
It only started because of trust that builds up through our friendship filled with understanding.This is part of my timeline in life where I value a lot of things in life. Some things can be seen clearly after this phase of keeping stuffs in the jar, by that particular adventurous day, it fell and broke out and invincible chains binded to my soul.
To my best partner in crime!
I believe in you!
P/S: not an easy thing to have...
Phew...I'm hungry!
Man! all this thoughts are making me thirsty too
Have a good day!
Verily very timid amount of feelings can be registered into your heart. It is of course with the presence of showcase in front of the very door to the heart stains the heart with doubts and truths. For once it felt right-the scene, the timing, the feelings, the very thing that thought to be last happen sooner than we think. My very plan when to pour all those piled up hopes and dreams including whom you grown to care and fond of, is just as close as the two fingers a hand can have.
Never thought this part of my joy ride in life skips the queue up to the very top without my brains permission nor it is verified. They say it is a virus. It is not easy to come by. Maybe even once in a lifetime. I don't know, Just "maybe".
I'm sure everyone needs it, this great wonder of infectious strings of attachment. Never again to say and foresee what you were so confident about; but this is a chapter of the book, the part where the heart won over your deep judgement and logical explanation.
It is known for clouding our judgement to the extent control our life! Haha. It is more famous for its slick-ways of putting what's not there. The believe and trust that builds up with no warning and notification to the person experiencing it. It crawls beneath your skin up to your nerves! And cause severe damage to your brain, setting off emotions to go wild like Taz (my wild female cat) haha
I conclude with my brain intact that I am walking by down the road of uncertainty, but I believe this is clear as the water as I am infected as far as I know. Trying to deny for a million years, but it eventually still kill you at a lightning speed piercing thought your very wall you made in years to avoid this.
But why not? There is nothing to be a shame of. It is scientifically proven you are normal to have the sense of interest for the other side of the gender, who lives on Venus. While we men are weak, the tide flushes us into this very mess of existence that make us coexist as partners in this world.
It is a small alteration of facts into your life. Chill and try. You'll never know unless you try.
Like I said...
If not now, later. It will eventually come to you.
Lets not make this something hard for us, just go with the flow and stick to your plans a usual
but this is just an add-on; sprinkle of sweetness glaze on the doughnut. It just makes life taste better than yesterday.
Who in the world grow tired of something warm like feeling of satisfaction in this life, it is in the very cycle of happiness you end finding another homosapien with a physical differences and attitude.
And it is there to be accepted and by far recognition of who that person is in your life.
Add on...
You know a lot where this does not last until it is tied, so try hard as this is not something you want to lose, it might not even come back. To let someone in takes quite a long time to consume before you are certain that it is time. Fill your life with positivity, its a small level to beat for the big chapter in life.
Live your life my dear. Live your life as long as you're happy
When she ask me: Why me?
I answered: Why not.
She ask me: Why do you love me?
I answered: because I care a lot
hmm banyak pulak soalan dia
She answered back: Yea, you do.
It. It is. It was. It will. and It can get you!
It only started because of trust that builds up through our friendship filled with understanding.This is part of my timeline in life where I value a lot of things in life. Some things can be seen clearly after this phase of keeping stuffs in the jar, by that particular adventurous day, it fell and broke out and invincible chains binded to my soul.
"Nothing is what it seems"
For everything that happen...
To my best partner in crime!
I believe in you!
P/S: not an easy thing to have...
Phew...I'm hungry!
Man! all this thoughts are making me thirsty too
Have a good day!
Friday, 9 January 2015
Spectate for Life
Starts of the day with your heavy eyelids open to the world of the day where it is not yesterday.
Never never the same
But a day where life starts to roll its dice with a low probability of having a 6/6.
Life can have its perks of happiness and also its downside of doom.
While all the excitement reach the peaks of climax in the storyboard
There is always an unexpected axe to the face at some turns
That is when its horrible outcomes rush in and...explode "Poof!"
With no mercy!
Everything crumbles down
At the same time helpless cause you know you're not in a time machine where all of this can be undone
Flawlessly killing my vibe of happiness
Hence bad emotions, and then the deafening thoughts of complaints
Insecure of what I might do next, it is probably wise I go for a "take a chill pill time"
Shutting the Sunshine mood off to Sungone!
Just plain and empty look in the face like you've just when through the worst time of your life (its not)
Just as you might know, life is full of surprises
Hmmm...
I am planning anyway for the days to come
It is always best to know what you want to do
As for right now, I leave you all at peace
If you are having beef, well CHiLLEXxx!
It won't kill you removing the negativity of your mind
It will only safe you, and with the blessings of mighty Thor
You won't get hit by Lightning haha
Sing your lullaby, Sweet Dreams and
Look forward for tomorrow's mystical and mysterious day of Hell haha
Wednesday, 7 January 2015
TIDOLAAAHHH
APA LAGI!!!
TIDOLAHHHHHH!!
TIDURRR
TIDO
TIDOUR
TEEDUR
TEADOOR
TAKDA KERJA LAIN!
TIDO TIDO TIDO
HEHE
ITS WHAT WE ALL LOVE
BETWEEN YOU AND THE BED
SLEEP!
Hujan time is the best time for this act of hibernation*
Caution;
Side effect jadi bodoh, bengong, dan lembab
Critical boleh jadi gila, tak kluar bilik duk cam dalam gua
Ini bukan zaman nabi nak asing diri dalam gua kay!
Ingatlah matlamat hidup yer...
WAKTU TELAH PUN MASUK UNTUK TIDUR YER
BYEEE
Movie Moviely Frantic
There is never a day that passes by without any lesson to learn from.
"A female cat that should have been a male cat"
A statement I have just made, or rather an opinion come to reach at its end just because it behave in a different way, in this case a female cat with a male behaviour or maybe a dog!
What I'm trying to say is that don't be so quick on making conclusions base on how people behave
A fresh picked apple, is always the best to be eaten
but overtime it is nothing but a rotten apple, no longer the apple you wanted
(Ignore what I wrote haha its all just a messy thought)
(Ignore what I wrote haha its all just a messy thought)
Ok...lets move on.
Time...time...time...
It is the very thing that we have no power of, it leaves us to rot till the very end
We get older...We get uglier...We get weaker...
As this comes to mind, there is one thing that we all do despite all the regrets that you will get sooner or later
you maybe even regret reading this post
Wasting Time!
It is what we all know how to do!
The lack of care in the wellness of time usage
If time is energy, we would be wasting all of it as we like, when we like
We are without realising the destruction of our very own kind
I waste time in a professional, original, educational, undoubtedly the best way ever
Just by sitting and keeping your eyes open
Just by sitting and keeping your eyes open
I WATCH MOVIES! (Late at night)
I should be studying but instead I choose to watch movies any time I can get, even if its in between exams
I bet even if bombs are dropping I would still use that time to play the best piece of play in human history (exaggeration)
That is all my dear readers!
The wisest guy ever! (take this advise)
How do you waste time??????
WATCH EVERY FREAKING GOOD AWESOME ALL KINDA GENRE MOVIES
GOD DAMN IT!
ITS HOW WE LIVE!
Gonna go jog now, its a healthy thing to do guys!
Live with healthy lifestyle, that includes wasting time
CIAO!
Tuesday, 6 January 2015
To whom that wrote my first éntre
Dear friend who physically snatch the Xperia ZL out of my very fragile, "old" hands and wrote my very first éntre on blogger. Accordingly i believe that you are a person of more values that what you were. "that was my past" "i am not the same anymore"
The past is the past, it will never be the future, but positively remind you of the changes you made and prevent you from repeating it.
We had our times of misunderstanding. All i did is put it in the past and move on. Just like you did.
Its a highly respected thing to do, not dragging the past letting it effect your life.
Please... as there are reasons for all that happen.
Just be cool and chill about it, you have nothing to cover/hide from me.
I'm on your side-not your darkside haha
You have to start opening up to me.
As people say, you feel better after talking about it.
But if the past is as dreadful and vigorously ugly as it can get, you can atleast share whats on the present side of you, the "now".
The you that is so damn lazy, we gonna fix that together
The you that is so kind and nice and understanding.
The you that is caring etc etc etc
All the positive thing that is way more than the wasteful, brown shit you did in the past.
If you think as much that the past matters on how people think of who you are now...
I'm sorry you're wrong, no one really cares
I only wanna get to know you better, to assist in any difficulties, in any path in life that is not favourable
The fact that you need someone like me, this includes me alright. (pls smile, i honestly love seeing you smile)
Nothing to be ashame of. I have your back. (no, not your backbone, ok) and all the means to help you to see what is important, and push you ahead to succeed.
For yourself, for family and whomever you love.
They have accepted the whole you, the whole package
To hell if they dont like whats in the set of characters and emotions and acts you have.
You are not perfect #neverperfectisnormal
What the hell is the use of me as your dear friend
If I'm just there to fill a spot that says "to be fill"
I need feedback from you, of who i am cause only others can see who i truly am and to know who am i to you.
That is all for now...
Pls revive your blog and asah skill ni!!
Cepat!!
Apo kono eh jang!
Peace Out,
Your "best"company
Good games in life!
Reply me SCARCANTICALLY! Hahaha
Why so serious? Haha
The past is the past, it will never be the future, but positively remind you of the changes you made and prevent you from repeating it.
We had our times of misunderstanding. All i did is put it in the past and move on. Just like you did.
Its a highly respected thing to do, not dragging the past letting it effect your life.
Please... as there are reasons for all that happen.
Just be cool and chill about it, you have nothing to cover/hide from me.
I'm on your side-not your darkside haha
You have to start opening up to me.
As people say, you feel better after talking about it.
But if the past is as dreadful and vigorously ugly as it can get, you can atleast share whats on the present side of you, the "now".
The you that is so damn lazy, we gonna fix that together
The you that is so kind and nice and understanding.
The you that is caring etc etc etc
All the positive thing that is way more than the wasteful, brown shit you did in the past.
If you think as much that the past matters on how people think of who you are now...
I'm sorry you're wrong, no one really cares
I only wanna get to know you better, to assist in any difficulties, in any path in life that is not favourable
The fact that you need someone like me, this includes me alright. (pls smile, i honestly love seeing you smile)
Nothing to be ashame of. I have your back. (no, not your backbone, ok) and all the means to help you to see what is important, and push you ahead to succeed.
For yourself, for family and whomever you love.
They have accepted the whole you, the whole package
To hell if they dont like whats in the set of characters and emotions and acts you have.
You are not perfect #neverperfectisnormal
What the hell is the use of me as your dear friend
If I'm just there to fill a spot that says "to be fill"
I need feedback from you, of who i am cause only others can see who i truly am and to know who am i to you.
That is all for now...
Pls revive your blog and asah skill ni!!
Cepat!!
Apo kono eh jang!
Peace Out,
Your "best"company
Good games in life!
Reply me SCARCANTICALLY! Hahaha
Why so serious? Haha
First Entrè
Because you insisted on making a blog. As a wish of good luck, this song is quoted for you.
Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own
You'll change inside when you realize
The world comes to life and everything's right
From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side
That helps you define the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend.
Byebye.
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