Verily very timid amount of feelings can be registered into your heart. It is of course with the presence of showcase in front of the very door to the heart stains the heart with doubts and truths. For once it felt right-the scene, the timing, the feelings, the very thing that thought to be last happen sooner than we think. My very plan when to pour all those piled up hopes and dreams including whom you grown to care and fond of, is just as close as the two fingers a hand can have.
Never thought this part of my joy ride in life skips the queue up to the very top without my brains permission nor it is verified. They say it is a virus. It is not easy to come by. Maybe even once in a lifetime. I don't know, Just "maybe".
I'm sure everyone needs it, this great wonder of infectious strings of attachment. Never again to say and foresee what you were so confident about; but this is a chapter of the book, the part where the heart won over your deep judgement and logical explanation.
It is known for clouding our judgement to the extent control our life! Haha. It is more famous for its slick-ways of putting what's not there. The believe and trust that builds up with no warning and notification to the person experiencing it. It crawls beneath your skin up to your nerves! And cause severe damage to your brain, setting off emotions to go wild like Taz (my wild female cat) haha
I conclude with my brain intact that I am walking by down the road of uncertainty, but I believe this is clear as the water as I am infected as far as I know. Trying to deny for a million years, but it eventually still kill you at a lightning speed piercing thought your very wall you made in years to avoid this.
But why not? There is nothing to be a shame of. It is scientifically proven you are normal to have the sense of interest for the other side of the gender, who lives on Venus. While we men are weak, the tide flushes us into this very mess of existence that make us coexist as partners in this world.
It is a small alteration of facts into your life. Chill and try. You'll never know unless you try.
Like I said...
If not now, later. It will eventually come to you.
Lets not make this something hard for us, just go with the flow and stick to your plans a usual
but this is just an add-on; sprinkle of sweetness glaze on the doughnut. It just makes life taste better than yesterday.
Who in the world grow tired of something warm like feeling of satisfaction in this life, it is in the very cycle of happiness you end finding another homosapien with a physical differences and attitude.
And it is there to be accepted and by far recognition of who that person is in your life.
Add on...
You know a lot where this does not last until it is tied, so try hard as this is not something you want to lose, it might not even come back. To let someone in takes quite a long time to consume before you are certain that it is time. Fill your life with positivity, its a small level to beat for the big chapter in life.
Live your life my dear. Live your life as long as you're happy
When she ask me: Why me?
I answered: Why not.
She ask me: Why do you love me?
I answered: because I care a lot
hmm banyak pulak soalan dia
She answered back: Yea, you do.
It. It is. It was. It will. and It can get you!
It only started because of trust that builds up through our friendship filled with understanding.This is part of my timeline in life where I value a lot of things in life. Some things can be seen clearly after this phase of keeping stuffs in the jar, by that particular adventurous day, it fell and broke out and invincible chains binded to my soul.
"Nothing is what it seems"
For everything that happen...
To my best partner in crime!
I believe in you!
P/S: not an easy thing to have...
Phew...I'm hungry!
Man! all this thoughts are making me thirsty too
Have a good day!
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