The day of the days

So tomorrow is the day that follows
I have to prepare myself, ask for forgiveness
For Allah is merciful and all knowing

I have been thinking alot
About me, myself
And those I love

I want the best for my family
It is a long blessed journey ahead
As time goes by fast

I only thought of the times I fail myself
The times I fail others
But I am grateful to be in the right path guided till this day

Alhamdulillah,
And I miss her, me love
May Allah guide us all

Its been a while

Alhamdulillah

So I'm blessed again with the opportunity to do Umra for the 7th time I think

Makkah and Medina - the two place where I feel free from all worries and burden

Where I returned to Allah and remind myself of my purpose here, self reflection on my deeds 

I am happy that I am born a Muslim, the very blessing that most of us forget

Alhamdulillah

May Allah Ease Everything

Amin

I guess so

Just Everything

To make mistake
To misunderstand
To quarrel anf fight
To disappoint
To unsatisfy
To dishonor
To be heartless
To be unwise
Of All This
and still to-gether

Just Everything
We full of imperfection

Yet to be opened

Mother said not every girl is nice because they have many motives for it, or they are just nice. For years and years I have been avoiding getting close to one, not feeling at all towards them. I hate and pity them on how they think and act. It is so unfavourable to see, that girlish junk of attraction that they want. As I move on and grew older I fought my way through many undoubtedly many very beautiful girls, and was I acknowledge to myself that I could have had end up with them anytime if I wanted to. But I stick to my words that I'll find the one for me for sure and it will be the first and the last. For a fact that I hate having to hurt anybody nor myself, so I waited till its right to have one, to break the barriers; bring the walls down and open up for someone to love. To step into this undesirable world of traps and disappointments as I know that I'm afraid. The mistake I want to avoid, that chance of not having the "first and last'. The very thing that is against my words, contradiction of my passion towards how I'm going to end up with a girl. I keep telling and forcing myself to not play around and take this seriously like the zombie apocalypse is happening. Having to prepare yourself for the worse, to find a partner, a soul mate they say; a wife and a mother to be. Someone with good character and with faith is what I tend to search for. For many reasons I kept on denying many girls that come to me, simply because I think they are incapable and far from my criteria of the lady of my dreams. It is not easy, it is cruel and evil to reject somebody who did nothing wrong, just the pride of ticking to my words. I observed others who say they have been volatile and been through life of having a partner. All I see is sadness that comes afterwards all the fantasies and fake promises that are made.

Well, I'm just a guy full of reasoning, I only listen to valid and argumentable reasoning. Want to shut me up? Give me a reason to.

Then come this one moment in life where there is all the reason to start caring and fancy a girl. A possible verified feeling that pops up out of nowhere, telling my heart that it is time and she is the one. I try to kept it in me keeping the monster away from escaping out into the world, and turning it into reality. and it did. And Yet it is to be opened by this wonderful person, whom spell bind me with the consciousness of dutifulness and the need of her to be in my sight all the time is starting to build up without me realising the fact that its going to get you. Hoping that my heart does not come to a stop, I ignore all the possibilities that this is true, denying what my heart feels.

Hmmm...the pressure will build up, and suddenly BAM! No turning back, I confess and the next thing you know, she opened it and did the impossible.

I reach and hold on to a point where I love a girl. I care for her and worry for her. Everything for her. I'm in a mist of void that I have never done this before, A first timer in loving someone. A first for everything.

The first for her...

I have nothing to say left, I'm just glad I met her and now that I love her, I know her much better and I only hope and work for this to be first and last.

I am finally admitting that this is really happening and its real. Well Done Shafiq haha

See ya
Have a good sleep!

A BRICK OF LULLABY

It. It is. It was. It will. It can.

Verily very timid amount of feelings can be registered into your heart. It is of course with the presence of showcase in front of the very door to the heart stains the heart with doubts and truths. For once it felt right-the scene, the timing, the feelings, the very thing that thought to be last happen sooner than we think. My very plan when to pour all those piled up hopes and dreams including whom you grown to care and fond of, is just as close as the two fingers a hand can have.

Never thought this part of my joy ride in life skips the queue up to the very top without my brains permission nor it is verified. They say it is a virus. It is not easy to come by. Maybe even once in a lifetime. I don't know, Just "maybe".

I'm sure everyone needs it, this great wonder of infectious strings of attachment. Never again to say and foresee what you were so confident about; but this is a chapter of the book, the part where the heart won over your deep judgement and logical explanation.

It is known for clouding our judgement to the extent control our life! Haha. It is more famous for its slick-ways of putting what's not there. The believe and trust that builds up with no warning and notification to the person experiencing it. It crawls beneath your skin up to your nerves! And cause severe damage to your brain, setting off emotions to go wild like Taz (my wild female cat) haha

I conclude with my brain intact that I am walking by down the road of uncertainty, but I believe this is clear as the water as I am infected as far as I know. Trying to deny for a million years, but it eventually still kill you at a lightning speed piercing thought your very wall you made in years to avoid this.

But why not? There is nothing to be a shame of. It is scientifically proven you are normal to have the sense of interest for the other side of the gender, who lives on Venus. While we men are weak, the tide flushes us into this very mess of existence that make us coexist as partners in this world. 

It is a small alteration of facts into your life. Chill and try. You'll never know unless you try.

Like I said...

If not now, later. It will eventually come to you. 
Lets not make this something hard for us, just go with the flow and stick to your plans a usual
but this is just an add-on; sprinkle of sweetness glaze on the doughnut. It just makes life taste better than yesterday.

Who in the world grow tired of something warm like feeling of satisfaction in this life, it is in the very cycle of happiness you end finding another homosapien with a physical differences and attitude.
And it is there to be accepted and by far recognition of who that person is in your life.

Add on...

You know a lot where this does not last until it is tied, so try hard as this is not something you want to lose, it might not even come back. To let someone in takes quite a long time to consume before you are certain that it is time. Fill your life with positivity, its a small level to beat for the big chapter in life. 

Live your life my dear. Live your life as long as you're happy

When she ask me: Why me?
I answered: Why not.
She ask me: Why do you love me?
I answered: because I care a lot 
hmm banyak pulak soalan dia
She answered back: Yea, you do.

It. It is. It was. It will. and It can get you!

It only started because of trust that builds up through our friendship filled with understanding.This is part of my timeline in life where I value a lot of things in life. Some things can be seen clearly after this phase of keeping stuffs in the jar, by that particular adventurous day, it fell and broke out and invincible chains binded to my soul. 

"Nothing is what it seems"

For everything that happen...

To my best partner in crime!
I believe in you!

P/S: not an easy thing to have...

Phew...I'm hungry!
Man! all this thoughts are making me thirsty too

Have a good day!

Out of control

...

CRAZYNESS

YES!!

I NEED TO

 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Spectate for Life

Starts of the day with your heavy eyelids open to the world of the day where it is not yesterday.

Never never the same

But a day where life starts to roll its dice with a low probability of having a 6/6.

Life can have its perks of happiness and also its downside of doom.

While all the excitement reach the peaks of climax in the storyboard

There is always an unexpected axe to the face at some turns

That is when its horrible outcomes rush in and...explode "Poof!" 

With no mercy! 

Everything crumbles down 

At the same time helpless cause you know you're not in a time machine where all of this can be undone

Flawlessly killing my vibe of happiness

Hence bad emotions, and then the deafening thoughts of complaints

Insecure of what I might do next, it is probably wise I go for a "take a chill pill time" 

Shutting the Sunshine mood off to Sungone! 

Just plain and empty look in the face like you've just when through the worst time of your life (its not)

Just as you might know, life is full of surprises

Hmmm...

I am planning anyway for the days to come

It is always best to know what you want to do

As for right now, I leave you all at peace

If you are having beef, well CHiLLEXxx!

It won't kill you removing the negativity of your mind

It will only safe you, and with the blessings of mighty Thor

You won't get hit by Lightning haha

Sing your lullaby, Sweet Dreams and

Look forward for tomorrow's mystical and mysterious day of Hell haha

TIDOLAAAHHH

APA LAGI!!!

TIDOLAHHHHHH!!

TIDURRR

TIDO

TIDOUR

TEEDUR

TEADOOR

TAKDA KERJA LAIN! 

TIDO TIDO TIDO

HEHE

ITS WHAT WE ALL LOVE

BETWEEN YOU AND THE BED

SLEEP!

Hujan time is the best time for this act of hibernation*

Caution; 

Side effect jadi bodoh, bengong, dan lembab 

Critical boleh jadi gila, tak kluar bilik duk cam dalam gua

Ini bukan zaman nabi nak asing diri dalam gua kay! 

Ingatlah matlamat hidup yer...

WAKTU TELAH PUN MASUK UNTUK TIDUR YER 

BYEEE

Movie Moviely Frantic

There is never a day that passes by without any lesson to learn from.

"A female cat that should have been a male cat"

A statement I have just made, or rather an opinion come to reach at its end just because it behave in a different way, in this case a female cat with a male behaviour or maybe a dog!

What I'm trying to say is that don't be so quick on making conclusions base on how people behave

A fresh picked apple, is always the best to be eaten 

but overtime it is nothing but a rotten apple, no longer the apple you wanted

(Ignore what I wrote haha its all just a messy thought)

Ok...lets move on.

Time...time...time...

It is the very thing that we have no power of, it leaves us to rot till the very end

We get older...We get uglier...We get weaker...

As this comes to mind, there is one thing that we all do despite all the regrets that you will get sooner or later

 you maybe even regret reading this post

Wasting Time!

It is what we all know how to do!

The lack of care in the wellness of time usage

If time is energy, we would be wasting all of it as we like, when we like 

We are without realising the destruction of our very own kind

I waste time in a professional, original, educational, undoubtedly the best way ever 
Just by sitting and keeping your eyes open

I WATCH MOVIES! (Late at night)

I should be studying but instead I choose to watch movies any time I can get, even if its in between exams 

I bet even if bombs are dropping I would still use that time to play the best piece of play in human history (exaggeration)

That is all my dear readers!

The wisest guy ever! (take this advise)

How do you waste time??????

WATCH EVERY FREAKING GOOD AWESOME ALL KINDA GENRE MOVIES 

GOD DAMN IT!

ITS HOW WE LIVE!

Gonna go jog now, its a healthy thing to do guys! 

Live with healthy lifestyle, that includes wasting time 

CIAO!

To whom that wrote my first éntre

Dear friend who physically snatch the Xperia ZL out of my very fragile, "old" hands and wrote my very first éntre on blogger. Accordingly i believe that you are a person of more values that what you were. "that was my past" "i am not the same anymore"

The past is the past, it will never be the future, but positively remind you of the changes you made and prevent you from repeating it.

We had our times of misunderstanding. All i did is put it in the past and move on. Just like you did.
Its a highly respected thing to do, not dragging the past letting it effect your life.

Please... as there are reasons for all that happen.
Just be cool and chill about it, you have nothing to cover/hide from me.
I'm on your side-not your darkside haha

You have to start opening up to me.
As people say, you feel better after talking about it.
But if the past is as dreadful and vigorously ugly as it can get, you can atleast share whats on the present side of you, the "now".

The you that is so damn lazy, we gonna fix that together
The you that is so kind and nice and understanding.
The you that is caring etc etc etc
All the positive thing that is way more than the wasteful, brown shit you did in the past.

If you think as much that the past matters on how people think of who you are now...

I'm sorry you're wrong, no one really cares
I only wanna get to know you better, to assist in any difficulties, in any path in life that is not favourable
The fact that you need someone like me, this includes me alright. (pls smile, i honestly love seeing you smile)

Nothing to be ashame of. I have your back. (no, not your backbone, ok) and all the means to help you to see what is important, and push you ahead to succeed.

For yourself, for family and whomever you love.
They have accepted the whole you, the whole package
To hell if they dont like whats in the set of characters and emotions and acts you have.
You are not perfect #neverperfectisnormal

What the hell is the use of me as your dear friend
If I'm just there to fill a spot that says "to be fill"
I need feedback from you, of who i am cause only others can see who i truly am and to know who am i to you.

That is all for now...
Pls revive your blog and asah skill ni!!
Cepat!!
Apo kono eh jang!

Peace Out,
Your "best"company
Good games in life!

Reply me SCARCANTICALLY! Hahaha

Why so serious? Haha

First Entrè

Because you insisted on making a blog. As a wish of good luck, this song is quoted for you. 

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself

Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone

It's easy to feel like you don't need help

But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's right

From beginning to end when you have a friend by your side

That helps you define the beauty you are

When you open your heart and believe in the gift of a friend.

Byebye.